Wanting a regular life
July 14, 2010 by Lecrae.net
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I’m a person who wants love but only when GOD allows, I’m a person who plays piano for a church, I’m a person who is willing to be a pastor, this person is many things. I was born in March 6, 1993 Born out of the US, raised in the US Massachusetts/Rhode Island, before I became a Christian I was a person willing & wanting to chill with dangerous people, willing & wanting to be with the wrongful & evil people in the state. It happen, but wasn’t the life I exactly wanted back then it was like I wanted that life but I know I can make more of myself & I thank GOD for that cause it happened, I’m a person who wants to have eternal love, & love everyone in the whole entire planet earth, but temptations from the devil keeps on taking the love away from me, I’m a person who is willing & wanting to do anything to become a reverent/son of GOD, I’m wanting to be deferential, I want to have a Christ like character, my life has a lot of temptations and I’m willing & wanting to fight sin! I’m a person who has a lot of flaws & is willing and wanting to give my life, heart, soul, & spirit to GOD. When I’m having a good day the devil tempts me and takes away that good day away from me, I hate evil, I hate lawlessness, I hate wrongfulness, I love Holy, I love love, I love righteousness, I want GOD in my life, WILLING & WANTING TO DO ANYTHING TO BE WITH GOD OF MY SALVATION! I never want to lose my salvation, I want GOD, I need GOD, I love GOD for a whole lot of things. I’m different now but still need a lot of growing up to do as a servant, I accept Christ in my life and sometimes is like I’m so wrongful, I shouldn’t deserve to live, but GOD showed me the way, willing & wanting to change my life for GOD, wanting & willing to give EVERYTHING to GOD!
This is just inspirational to my heart. I, at times feel the same way then always remember the imenseness of God’s love and how he was willing to lay down his own life for mine with that same love. Awsome. Thank You Jesus.
Amanda, please know love is out there. I can relate at least to the experience of that loss, and I don’t claim to have infinite wisdom, but it’s out there. This world built by God is filled with love, from saints and sinners alike. I know you’ll believe whatever you will, but I pray you’ll discover the truth in my words… don’t give up on the world, or the human heart. My sympathies for your suffering.
i like this and know what you mean. i don’t believe in love anymore. i only believe in God’s love. His is the only love that exists. i feel this way because a love was taken from me. someone made a choice and because of that choice i am left having to reevaluate myself and my life. i am working at getting back with God and rediscovering Him. in discovering God I am rediscovering myself and i don’t like the person i have been. you give inspiration and encouragement and at such a young age.