So lately i have really been feeling like i have no idea what to do with my life! I drink when ever i can and i’ve always been on the look out for drugs! I have been told by many people at church that God has big plans for me, but so far i cant see any!!! i just cant seem to get out of this hole! i haven’t read my Bible for a long time bc the last time just seemed like empty words! i couldn’t understand anything that it was saying! My parents are always on me to be a good example for my younger siblings but i cant do it! i find myself becoming obsessed with the way i looks so guys will notice me, but i know they dont give the love that Jesus does but sometimes their love feels more real! Ive lost it! i dont know what to do and i dont know where im going!
