My story is very similar to yours. I have been slowly getting further and further away from what I know is right. I need and want something to change but sin has become so ingrained in my life I don’t know where to start. I love a man that I know would not want to have a relationship without a physical element. None of my friends are believers. I am struggling so much but I desperately want to turn my life around. While looking at other rap today I stumbled upon Lecrae. He is truly a God send. I really think he provided me Lecrae to get me through.